and if you could see me
the way that i am
every time that i see you
i act like a different man
--chorus
i can see from my mind's eye
i make up scenarios in my head
i remember the things i did
i know i fucked up and i wish i was dead
what is it that scares me
what do i care what you think
cause you only hurt me
and with your words i shrink
--chorus
if i could own you
you'd do what i say
you'd listen to me
you would
you'd do what i say
you'd fucking listen
and then when you call me
you act like nothing's wrong
like i'm in a desert
what makes you so strong