all the bullshit that i see so much i can't believe grown man just tryin' to be true to myself impossibly i may not ever get rich might wind up diggin' a ditch i won't cry no i won't bitch i wont back down and i'll never quit it is my badge of pride -hardcore 'til the day i die just tryin' to survive i won't back down or apologize say what you wanna say i'm not listening anyway i'll believe what i wanna believe true to myself that's how it's gotta be. all the methods that i use all the things i use and abuse it all leaves me confused i've beer torn up, beat down and bruised but somehow i was saved and i'm standing here today now i do things my own way cause i'm never going back again