seven am;
the garbage truck beeps as it back up
and I start my day thinking about what I’ve thrown away
Could I push rewind
The credits traverse signifying the end
But I missed the best part
Could we please go back to start

-forgive my indecision-

{then again you’re always first when no ones on your side
{but then again a day will come when I want off the ride

Eleven am
By now you would think that I would be up
But my bed sheets shade the heat of choices I’ve made
And what did I find
I never thought I could want someone so much
‘cause now your not here and I’m knee deep on that old fear

-forgive my indecision… I am only a man-

{then again youre always first when no ones on your side
{but then again a day will come when I want off the ride

Twelve pm and my dusty telephone rings
Heavy head up from my pillow who could it be
I hope its you