Everything isn't the same anymore,
my patience has certainly dropped to the floor,
I used to be somebody
to everybody.
Now it seems likeI was a big fake,
that i'm just one more mistake,
I don't want to break.
I'm heading down,
more and more I relize i'm nothing,
I do not matter to no one.

They don't care,
all's they do is glare.
Did I do something wrong?
maybe I was in for this all along.
All I ask is why me?
This is one vivid image i do not see.
Why was I picked out of the millions?
now I see an image of the old me.
Still I do not comprehend,
is there some sort of message your trying to send?
I do not get it still,
now there's just one more hole someone needs to fill.

Now this horror story happened long before,
but its still hurting me within my core.
I just keep getting more weak,
I wouldn't like to speak...
wondering if i'll live to the next day,
knowing never again will I be happy..
as happy as before.
"goodbye to you all"
I would scream in a brutal call.
They have no reaction to seeing me suffer,
well this just makes me tuffer.

This makes me see all my misery,
how you could've helped me.
You could've helped me to be someone,
to stay true,
nmo matter what people say or do.
But it's all over now,
i'm falling more and more it won't stop,
until i'm at the highest mountaintop.
Will I believe in things that are to be?
Things that are unlocked with only a key.

Maybe i'm lonely and sad,
but I could never be mad.
i knew you were going through allot of pain,
but why did you have to go away and leave us insain?
I still love you with all my heart,
but with me you left an empty part.
I want you to know we all still care for you,
but I would think that would be something you already knew.
You wer wonderful and amazing,
now you leave me gazing.
Gazing, wondering why God has taken something so true,
and left us all feeling blue.
I tell you I love you,
and I miss you every night before I goto bed.
I'm wondering....do you hear me?
Everything won't be amazing again.


My best friend is gone,
I lie next to you..
I pray that you are happy,
that you are free,
that you face no troubles,
and that you know I love you.
You still are my best friend,
Your my hero.